Questions that make you think.

Today started out very well. I felt really good. . My headache didnt feel so bad. But this evening my brother in law started to ask questions about my decompression surgery that made me so angry and sad that i started.to cry and question if i should.have my surgery. I hate being in pain. I am so very TIRED of being in pain. I do not believe i have to explain this surgery to anyone. Do people think i want to have brain surgery? Really!? I want to get cut and i want to get cut open. I just love it. Come on really? I dont wish this on anyone!

What a week

Broken.....that is All!